"The Church should be a place where we can say anything and know we won't get kicked out, where we can confess our sins knowing others will help us, where we can disagree and still be friends. It ought to be the one place in the world where we don't have to wear masks."-Steve Brown
I found this quote on a church website as their mission statement and love the thinking behind it. What if our churches really were like this? Our relationships? It leaves me in a state of awe to think of what life would be like... and thankful for those people who have been this for me!
Those out there who know me are completely aware of my "need" to do things. Sometimes Brent refers to it as "needing to be entertained." Can't say I blame him. That's exactly what it's like! I really have a hard time sitting still most of the time. But this summer has been different for me.
Just as I was explaining to my lovely friend Courtney on the phone last night, it's like God has given me this summer as a "chill-out" to see more of Him. I have few worries, nothing to do, and no one to hang out with. I'm perfectly alone with Brent for the first time in our relationship.
And it's strangely peaceful. I love it! At the same time I know that I would have never appreciated the gift of this summer had I not been though the past 3 years to get here. If we had moved to Kentucky right when we got married, I am convinced that it would not be like this. God had to give me a difficult season in order for me to appreciate this blessing.
I'm being given time to realize that people really care for me. God used so many people in my life during both college and our Texas season that I totally take for granted. I am learning to truly appreciate them. Brent and I are able to work on our marriage, making it stronger. We're learning to become "one" instead of two people with rings on. I'm able to work on my reaction to things; depending on God instead of myself.
2 comments:
It sounds like God is really working in your life and in your heart right now! I pray that you will continue to grow in your relationship with Him!
And guess what? I have SEEN that cross!!!! We were driving to Chicago to see Navy Son graduate from Boot Camp (a looooooong drive from Texas!); we were just going along the highway thru the corn fields of Illinois when we came upon it - it's amazing!
That really is a lovely quote. I am really happy to hear what this summer has been for you. You knew from the start of this adventure that it was God's working. How wonderful that He has also given you the time to truly learn and appreciate. You rock!
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